![]() Along with this is mild shapeshifting abilities like shifting claws or claw-like nails, shifting eye color (to an inhuman one, either glowy amber or all black, including the sclera (white) part), and shifting or retractable fangs on the top of my mouth. I have a certain visual self-concept in my mind of what I look like: black hair (my real hair is dark brown), amber (sometimes greenish) colored eyes, a little darker skinned, and a thinner build than I actually have. ![]() The vampire connection, plus the connection to the sun (as sonne is the German word for sun), which is a strong point of my spirituality and theism, really allowed the name to become a seemingly permanent self-identifier for me. I never really fleshed out the character much, though I did early on write a poem about/inspired by her. Sonne was a vampire character that I really looked up to in some sense for her power, charisma, and confidence, and for her being a blutpir. Plus it was actually a very rough concept of an original (blutpir) vampire called Sonne from where I came to eventually take on the name for myself and it’s stuck to the point of being about as close to a “true” name for me that I’ve ever had (the “Spiritwind” part always feels more like a last name, an extra specifier to better designate that is is me online). ![]() Honestly, when I get down to it, though, I think my main self-concept is actually that of a blutpir-it is how I see my human(oid) self in my mind’s eye. Now, I will say, my monster-heartedness does kind of sing through my vampire ‘type, especially since the monsters I connect to the most are animalistic humanoids, including some kinds of vampires. I think part of my eventual realization to blutpir is that there were seemingly cat-like experiences and aspects to me that didn’t fit my cat theriotype, or my other three theriotypes, and upon further investigation, I couldn’t manage to attribute just to my monster-heartedness. My cat ‘type kind of overlaps and blends with blutpir, so it’s not like I can always draw a distinct line and say more definitively “that is just a cat experience” and “that is just a blutpir/vampire” experience. Blutpirs are kind of cat-like, mildly shapeshifting humanoids, so it took me awhile longer to figure out my vampire ‘type from the time I came across therianthropy and otherkin as I knew very early on at that time that I have a cat theriotype. There are various renditions of vampires that I connect to in some sense but none I’ve yet come across align as well as my concept of blutpirs that I had been slowly developing starting about a decade prior to consciously realizing I am vampirekin. They are, in essence, fictional humanoid vampires that have a notable amount of ‘animality’ to them mentally and behaviorally. Specifically, I refer to my vampire ‘type as a “blutpir” since that’s the ‘species’ name I’ve chosen for it and my original concept of fictional vampires that it aligns with. ![]() It occurred to me after reading parts from my past vampirekin and monstrosity writings that I have never written a more straight-forward piece about what it is like for me to be vampirekin and that’s something I want to do (so thus this writing). But on Father’s Day, they both shared a love for hiking, and it was a way to help make sure that Joey would always remember Michael. Joey also found an interest in cooking, but with Aaron constantly coming and going because of cases, it was hard to always plan out a dinner when both of them were there. It had taken a while for Aaron to tell you about Haley and about what George Foyet did to him, but he didn’t tell your children. Joey had a particular interest in Aaron’s job but Aaron didn’t want him to get too close. It took Joey a little while to find a bond. Aaron had taken him to the range ever since he showed an interest when Aaron was watching the Masters. Tyler and Aaron bonded over their love of soccer and golf. Grace and him napped together - even though he constantly denied he was sleeping and that he was just “resting his eyes”. Your children had their own little bond with Aaron in a special way. Your heart ached at the sight before you. Find the monster you want to obtain on the list, and then breed the other monsters indicated to hopefully produce the desired offspring.You watched your son shift closer to Aaron. The list of monsters below is alphabetical. The combinations indicated below should all be correct, but do keep in mind that some of the rarest monsters will be extremely difficult to acquire and you may have to make many breeding attempts before you produce the required outcome. When you breed your monsters, you’ll acquire different varieties you can then use to obtain still other varieties.
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